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oh my gawd. i just wanna thank angie and cher so much!! i love u 2!! and dith!!! i'd love to shower a million kisses on u!! thank you all so much for coming down yesterday night... u've all melted my heart..... :)

btw, i thought yesterday night was great, with the skits and all! didn't had such a great laugh in a while.. though the band was not perfect and all, but i thought we were pretty good! credit goes to the whole band: judette, joachim, jem, sean, g-bear, sebastian and sam! whee! it was quite a pity the crowd wasn't hyped up.. or we could've gone even more wild.. just nerves i guess.. haha. esp that this IS the first time i'm singing in a band.. look forward to more of these!

oh yea, there was just so much fooooood... yummylicious. not to mention that after clearing up, some of us headed down to Lor 5 to finish up some of the leftovers!!!! geez. only after i rubbed my bulging belly did i realise prom night's only 3 days away... DARN. hope i can still fit into the dress >_< well, walked home with jem after that, but it didn't help much at digesting the food.. haha. it was a good half hour walk nonetheless..


um, went for interview today... it's that valuair co.. and they were only looking for FLIGHT ATTENDANTS today. geez. sorry, i fulfil height requirement but not the SIZE requirement.. if i did, i sure would've gone for it! haha. ended up signing a job form at starbucks.. hope they need me there soon! haha. hols without work sure is torturing.. with all the events coming up that sure burns holes in pockets. anyway, went over to jem's place to chill for a while, then they (namely sam, gerald, sebastian and jem of cos) hopped over to my place (fyi jem lives opp my blk).. chips, pepsi twist and bluff. nice combi eh... haha. they left about an hour ago.. well. it's always nice to have some friends over to chill sometime! :)

yays. if i'm not working, heck. shall enjoy myself on tue at sentosa... again. this time with cyf! it's gonna be fun, but not like what jem said: tan from 10 to 11-ish, makan till 4, then start tanning again till 6. cos i said the best time to tan is about 9-10-ish am and 4-6 pm. gee. we'll skip the makan till 4 part yea.. haha. wonder where the vball part fits in.. hmm.. i should just stay in the shade and read some book... absolute blisssssss.

well, just hope i don't get too tan that my mom faints at the sight of me.. haha. she likes me to have a fair complexion, the fairer the better.. weird. i always liked to have a little tan, seems healthier that way.. well, gotta trim off that bulge before tue! arg!

oh no, that means not too much drinks on mon night.. beer belly.. eeeeeee. haha.

wheee... 29th nov... it's DEE day! going down to church for last prep at 4... and i think i'm supposed to go to NTUC to buy the pasta ingredients and stuff. but heck. i need to enjoy my morning! ^_^
was kinda worried when the alarm woke me up cos my throat felt kinda dry. *panic* if i get a sore throat today, i'm soooo gonna DIE. >_<

hmph. remember the job interview? arghhhhh! the guy who told me to turn off yesterday was actually absent. darn. i'm supposed to be pissed off, but what can i do, i'm the interviewee... then my mom made some sickening remarks which were so not encouraging. some parents always have SOME things to say in EVERYTHING. hm. and my mood was half-spoilt THIS MORNING about dad tryin to pull me down for some other job interview. it's not that i don't wanna go today, i'm not free at all! and tomorrow.. if i finish mass at 12.. the interview stops at 4.. and it's a walk-in.. i most probably won't get the chance.. geez. and my mom had to dig out all those "my friend's daughter could find such a good-paying job" kinda shit. oh fuck off. this shit really pisses me off like hell. i'd like to find my job in peace THANKYOU. stop saying that u gave me pocket money for nothing this past 12yrs. it's YOUR responsibility to take care of your children dammit. don't u ever dare push the blame on us. if u want me to contribute to this family, tell me nicely. don't use those sarcastic and condescending-i-gotta-put-u-down remarks. and i'm entitled to use my pocket money in any way i want, u have the authority to restrict the amount but you don't have the authority to restrict what i spend on u $#@%(*&^$#$@!. nothing good happens when i tell my parents something. i regret telling them i was going to look for a job. *curses myself*

see, my day was supposed to start off well, but look at it. just look at it. it's super sad. and that !$#^*$#% can go on about that stupid topic for at least a day, raking up the issue every few minutes. my ears are beginnning to rot from being exposed to those explicit words. now, how am i gonna have a peace of mind tonight?!

just as i thought things were starting to look better, they didn't. this month is really not the month for me. this is getting me pessimistic about the Rome trip. i'm sure some people will somehow spoil the last few days before i go off. shit. i don't wanna continue that thought.

well, enough of complaints. i originally intended for this entry to be a happy one, but bad stuff can never be ignored. i'm wondering when i can go shopping again! really need to buy lotsa stuff before going off.. and i'm still waiting for the assist manager to call me.. things not looking very good now. no job, no money, cant buy stuff. mom sux, cant buy stuff. eventually, cant buy stuff. sorry people, no christmas presents then. haha. i'll work out a way. i'll just go rob a bank or something.. -_-

tis the season to be (not) jolly.. falalalala la la la laaaaaaaaaa....

mmmm... the joy of waking up late and knowing that you don't have school.. haha
here i am, having my brunch while whacking the keyboard...
nice days could go on forever... BUT, i have a job interview afterwards..
it's not that i dread the interview, it's just that i havent had proper sleep for the past few days.
AND i'm genuinely excited about the interview *prays hard* i really hope i'll get the job..

well, besides the job interview, tomorrow's CYF Night!!!! woohoo! we're gonna rock the stage man. luckily with God's help, the band has managed to finish our pract, or rather, scrape through. so far, i've only attended.. 4 practices.. haha. nonetheless it's gonna be great! ^_^

time's passing real fast suddenly, next week's prom night already! gee, so many events, so little money on me.. whoa, i dunno if i can survive this.. plus, i've been persuaded to go for 1st dec's Chinablack.. argh. money no enough man.. then there's David Teo's concert on 7th dec!! it's finally coming.. after that it's beautiful Rome.. ahhhhhhh.....

events-packed 2 weeks.. and after i return from Rome, christmas eve! i wonder if i'll have enough sleep.. haha. there seems to be hardly any time to get presents and cards! oh well, tis the season to be jolly, falalalala la la la la...

oh ya! did i mention! an hons, yans, mimi and i went shopping yesterday.. whee.. i bought my christmas top.. haha. love it to the core. still wondering about the christmasey top though! hmmmm.. to buy or not to buy... that is the question. oh yea, sammy (an's husband!) came afterwards! hahaha.. yans, mimi and i had a super fun time teasing em.. wheeheehee.. couldn't help it la hons, too bad u 2 weren't wearing shirts of the same colour.. or else! it would've been worse. HAHAHAHA. :P

nothing's gonna put me down cos.. tis the season to be jolly, falalalala la la la la...

oh my gawd!!!!! i'm back!!!! actually i did blog at Pacific Coffee on thur but the stupid com cut me off.. darn. but anyway! my com's finally discharged! for those who didn't know, my com CRRRRRRRRASHED. so there. argh. the torture of those few days without it..

ahhh.. finally, the A's are over, shopping season begins! except that i'm broke. haha. spent most of my savings on the rome trip.. so now i'm racking my brains on how to get my christmas stuff before departing for rome..

it's so exciting now that everything good is nearing! ^_^

oh yea, went to SOS on fri. alright man! thoroughly enjoyed myself! cant wait for 8th dec.. Chinablack! whee! one last party before going to rome.. haha. i seem to be mentioning rome everywhere. what can i do? i AM going there!!!!! :P

oops, almost forgot. i gotta go town now! (equals to cant wait to blog again ;) )

argh! i can't resist the temptation to blog! happened to peek at the pc while on the way back to my room.. hiak hiak hiak.. the seat's empty!! haha. the reason being, my dad's taken a whole week off from work(great, just when my exams are packed into this whole week), and my bro's enjoying his school holidays right now.. argh. that equals to both of them taking turns to HOG the com.. -_-

yays, i gotta make my online time worthwhile then! but what else can i talk about besides exams? and mugging? hm, supposed to be biah-ing my econs mcq right now, but heck. oh btw, had a wonderful lunch with dith after math paper2 today! whee.. there was lots of food.. palatable except for the super-crunchy-more-like-rock-hard-rather bread sticks.. and lots of conversation! fyi, we were at pizza hut, enjoying the cheap lunch express set, but not so for the atmosphere.. quiet (empty), hawker-centre-like except for the aircon, and chinese auntie waitress.. GEE. dith and i were like ordering our food in chinese. weird thing to do at a place like pizza hut? that's ok, cos all the talking made up for the lack of ambience.. heh. i haven't had such a long chat with someone for a very long time! thanx dith for the company! *muacks* i'm actually a very chatty person, just that somehow during the transition into jc, i 've quietened a little.. i remember hogging the phone during sec school days.. haha. or maybe it's just dith that makes me feel like talking! :)

btw! did i say i got the lame genes from my parents? just yesterday, my dad was looking for his glasses. he was asking mom, guess what she said?! (there was newsweek lying on the nearby table with mahathir in specs on the cover) "theeere! your glasses are with mahathir!"... *rolls on floor laughing* geez, come to think of it, mahathir's glasses do look like my dad's.. hahaha. so LAME! seriously, there couldn't have been a better answer than that!

hai, 3 days into A's.. 8 more days till it's over! way to go.. but dreading human geog.. eeeee.

ok, back to econs! (and Holland V later! tonight's episode's is a must-watch!)

time for my once-in-a-blue-moon shoutout!!
Happy Belated Halloween everyone! haha.. as if we celebrated it..
hm, i'm wondering why i'm still feeling so energetic.. while most people are blue, and super stressed? *touches own forehead* i think i have a 100degrees fever..

well, i was trying very hard to get some econs into my head yesterday, when i suddenly had this thought of stacking all my notes away and sending them to Antarctica.. or any deserted island in the world.. i dunno why, but i just felt i wasn't a book-ish person at all.. all this while i've been numbed by tons of books, lectures and tutorials.. none of which i'd been interested in. if my parents chucked me at a bakery and made me work there i'd gladly do it! it's really just not me to be buried in books all the time.. yea, true that i managed to survive primary and secondary school, but the purpose was not for myself.. all i wanted was to please my parents.. however, i cantback out now, not when i'm already near the end..

Holy Waterrrrrrr... i need holy water! to calm my nerves! the concealed anxiety i have inside of me which refuses to fade off, which shall choose to erupt on the very day of my exams!!! i suppose this is an after-effect of going to Novena with Jason and Na, especially when my bottle of holy water has been exhausted.. need.. to.. go.. this.. saaaat...

on a happier note! my flights to and from Rome has been confirmed!!! yipeee!!! we'll be leaving s'pore on 14th dec at 8.55pm.. and returning on 24th dec (christmas eve!) morning 11.15am!! whee!! i've never been so excited i tell you.. i think it's prolly enough to offset my anxiety for A's? anyone gonna miss me? haha.. prolly all partying while i'm gone.. gone to see (i hope) THE POPE!! how's that mannnn!!! another good news is, we have to transfer flights at bangkok! wow! know what that means? SHOPPING! haha.. fatal addiction.. *rubs hands* i hope 14th dec comes real soon!

furthermore! i'll be going for David Tao's concert on 7th dec!! that's like double blisssss.... i can imagine myself at the indoor stadium already! aaahhhh! *grabs mimi and screams* we're going! we're really going! ^_^ hm, weird that the ad for his concert only came out recently.. mimi's dad had booked our tix quite long ago, and sad to say, we're quite the slowcoaches.. most of the good seats have been taken already..

i guess i should be rejoicing.. there's just so much to look forward to after the A's! not to mention clubbing as well.. heh. first party of the month shall be on 21st nov at chinablack, proceeds are supposedly going to go to some vietnamese children fund.. my friends suspect it's a scam, but what the heck? i'm there to enjoy myself anyway.. :P

*skipping around the room* i must work.. last week to mug! hm, word of the week? consistency! including fervent prayers! i musnt let my parents down..